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| Thursday, October 21st, 2004 | | 11:32 pm |
The End
I wonder if anybody still checks this shit. I sure hope not. It's been awhile, and if anyone sees this, it will be the last post I put on here. Umm. I miss some people that I used to be friends with. I don't miss some also. Along with the good comes the bad happens. And life is how you deal with it. Thank God I've had alot of good so far and not much bad. If by chance, anyone does read this, then let me know that you read it. It might mean something to me if I'm in the right mood. Rick Out | | Thursday, February 13th, 2003 | | 1:04 am |
I've decided I need to get stronger mentally and emotionally. I haven't gotten drunk in the past 3 weeks. The best part is that I don't miss it. I don't need to get drunk, and I don't need "drinking buddies". I'm gonna mellow my life out for awhile. I need to cut the fat, both literally on my body, and cut the fat of "friends" that I don't need/want, or don't need/want me. If anyone would like to be the first to go let me know. I'm sick of putting my neck out there for people that don't return the favor. I really don't think that there's ever been a person that I've refused to help if they've asked me to. Rick Out | | Wednesday, December 18th, 2002 | | 3:47 am |
Went to the LSU basketball game tonight. We won. Went over to Kelli's house for awhile. Amanda called. Went and saw The Two Towers with her. I guess she really needed someone to buy the ticket. :-P In other news, the tatoo is healing nicely. The party is coming together. It's gonna be fucking HUGE. O, and Nick Mitchel ignored me at the movies tonight!!!! I must be doing something right. Cool people call me wanting to do stuff. And annoying people ignore me without me having to do the same to them first. LIFE IS GOOD!! The only bad thing is that I miss my NO girlfriends. At least they're coming on Friday. In closing, call about the party if you'd like 2 go. Rick Out | | Monday, December 16th, 2002 | | 10:10 am |
So I decided to do Amanda's quiz thing. It's cool because this quiz has me pegged to a "T". I'm: Destruction, the sixth of The Endless, you are a rebel. You abandoned your realm, refusing to be held responsible for all the disasters in the world. You roam forever, trying to escape what you are. Always on the run, and never facing the truth, you live in denial. It's not your responsibility, it's not your fault, and it's not your problem, even when it is. 
Which Endless are you? brought to you by Quizilla | | 4:14 am |
So the initial fun of moving home whore off long ago. I'm already sick of this place. I miss my friends and my independence. I did have a good time tonight though. I saw 40 Days and 40 Nights. It was one of the best movies I've seen in awhile, but also one of the most agrevating. My God, there wasn't 1 girl in that movie that wasn't hot! I think that me feeling this is a direct corilation to my lack of female love as of recently. O well, best not to bwell on it. I've been told that I'm a whole lot more atractive when I try less. I don't think that that makes sense, but it's 4 in the morning. Drove around LSU tonight with Bryan. If anyone would like to see the inside if some of the freakest buildings on campus, then let me know. I mean these places even freaked me out. I haven't felt that weird sense I slept at the Fraternity house by myself on guard duty last Christmas. That's about it. I'm finally tired. I'll post info about the party on Friday when I figure it out. Rick Out | | Thursday, December 12th, 2002 | | 8:32 pm |
My tatoo's name is Hayden Fox Mcguire the drunken Irish man | | 8:00 pm |
LIFE IS GOOD!!
I've had a good week. Been hanging with my boys. Adam, Eric, Jeff, my little bro, Bryan, William. The room is pip. I'll be getting a truck over christmas. And I'm planning a huge ass party for next Friday. Call for info. Got a tight ass tatoo last night.(It's all William and Eric's fault. I swear.) There's a whole lot to talk about. To much to list. I want to workout Friday afternoon, then go out Friday night. If that interests anyone, then call me. Rick out | | Saturday, December 7th, 2002 | | 5:27 am |
Well, I've had a interesting past few days. I haven't talked to Shelley in a about a week and a half and I think about her less and less. Got drunk Thursday night. It turned out to kind of suck. I had a good time today. Went and got my money from my broker. If Shelley wants the money for the cell phone, she can call me for it. Had a good time hanging out with Adam today. He's passed out on my floor right now. Got a new hat tonight. Got some christmas presents for people as well. Had a good time helping Bonnie celebrate her birthday. That's about it. Rick Out | | Wednesday, November 20th, 2002 | | 1:50 am |
BENJY DAVIS PROJECT friday night at Dublin's. It will kick ass. | | Tuesday, November 19th, 2002 | | 3:00 pm |
| | Wednesday, November 13th, 2002 | | 3:05 am |
So I've had a pretty shitty day today. This is gonna be a long ass post. Isn't it wierd how people are always really eager to take your charity, or earger to ask for something, but they never volunteer themselves. Just a little something. So this part is for you Adam and Bryan. It's strange how you help to build something and work on it. You trust the people who help you and go against the people who hurt it. You back up your old friends and tell the new ones to shut up because they don't know what they're talking about. You plan, and you skeem and make yourself feel better for what you're doing because the end justifies the meens. But low and behold, the friends that you took up for start hanging out more and more with the other friends who used to make fun of them behind their backs. And so some how, you don't serve a purpose any more because you're of no use to them. WELL FUCK YA'LL! Kevin, if you're reading this, then I'm sorry. Just as I didn't deserve what I got, you don't deserve to be lied to and stepped over. A part of me hopes that you win. That's about all the bitching I can handle. Sorry, ya'll know I don't like to do this shit but I can only take so much. Rick out | | Tuesday, October 15th, 2002 | | 1:55 am |
Ok, this is gonna be a long one. First off, if you're one of those people who thinks that you know me, then you probably don't. In order to know me you have to be able to predict my actions. Only 1 person can do it all the time, and only 2 others can do it close to that. No one fucking knows me! But you know what, I'm sick of people thinking that they do, so I'm going to set the record strait. I was born in Port St. Lucy, FL. Moved to Bay City, TX when I was like 6 months old. Moved to Summit, NJ when I was like 5 or 6. Lived in Summit for a year, and then moved to Baton Rouge, LA. I've either been told about this, or seen it through pictures because I don't clearly remember anything before 6th grade. The worst part is that I have no fucking idea why! Went to St. Aloyisus for elementry school. I'm pretty sure I hated myself throughout elementry school. Went to Catholic for Highschool. I hated myself throughtout most of highschool. I was a dick to my 10th grade gyometry class, and they got me back accordingly. Through that, I learned that Matt Shake is one of the coolest people on earth. I owe alot to him because he helped engineer what put me in my place. If I'm ever drunk, I'll probably tell you about it. While at Catholic, I was a 3 year letterman on the swimteam. I was active in the Key Club, Art Club, and Spanish Club. My senior year I was President of the Spanish Club. On the night of the Honors Convication, I was crushed when David Smith won the Golden Bear instead of me. I was further pissed off when Mrs. Audufred told me that I got the votes, but it was given to him for "other reasons". I've never forgiven him for that, and I don't think I ever will. How fucking petty of me! My senior year, I dated Shelley Matassa. William Musso became my best friend and I finally grew to like myself, and be respected by people. It was to little to late. When it came time to go through rush I knew that I'd never be able to go to a good fraternity, so I informally bidded Theta Xi. Though I love guys in there like brothers, I know I'll never be one. So that gets us up to now. I know I've left out many details, but there isn't enough time for me to tear myself up any more, sorry. I'm not sure if I'm going to put much more later. I was just sick of all these people acting like they know me. If anyone ever says that they "know me" then tell them to read this and see for themselves. I think that I'm happy now, but only hindsight is 20/20 so only time will tell. I couldn't care if you post or not. Your choice. If you'd like me to regail you of stories from my past and get more out of me, then get me drunk, or in a really sad mood. Rick Out | | Monday, October 14th, 2002 | | 2:32 am |
Up late. Bumming around the dorm. Talking to Miss M online. Haven't had a good conversation with her in awhile. Caught up on a lot of live journals. Read Paul's, it brought back alot of thoughts about Shelley and shit. I ask myself if it's worth it sometimes to still be her friend, and as much as I've wanted it to be no, the answer is always yes. We all make bad desicions. I've made a shit load. And I've still got a shit load to make. It's cold out side for the first time in swhile. Nice, but just another reminder of the cycle we all lead. I'm not really sure if I'm going to stay in school much longer. I'd love to prove people wroung, but I'd just being doing it for them, and not me. I guess I should get my shit together. If anyone knows of a job market that requires good people skills, the ability to drink alot, lots of contacts around Baton Rouge, and outdated ideas on race relations then please inform me of it. I'd monoplize it. I think I'm just afraid to grow up. It's always been that way. I didn't fully enjoy highschool untill senior year. I don't want it to be the same way in college. Well, Rick Out | | Saturday, October 12th, 2002 | | 9:07 pm |
Saturday night and all is ok. LSU is beating Florida, but I'm having to watch it on the internet. Had a good time last night, but spent a lot of money. Was going to get the hook up of a life time tonight, but didn't have money to pay for it. Went to Gaddys for awhile, but spent $6. My brother is on the Catholic swim team, but he sucks. I could really go on forever with this shit. I guess for every good in my life, there is a bad. So, I'll suck it up and pretend that people actually read this. That's about it. Looking forward to this weekend, my brother's birthday and a vist from some friends. Rick out .... of my mind | | Wednesday, October 2nd, 2002 | | 2:34 am |
Up late, and bored. Not a good combo. Might go screw with a Texan's car that I saw in the parking lot. It had a bumper sticker, "Don't mess with Texas". O, I'm going to. :-) Just bored in general. Donated blood today. Took a long nap. Did I say that I wasd bored? O yeah, I did. Continueing my list of shit. Thing that sucks: Being bored Might start reading from the English compilation that I stole from a janitor's closet at ULM. | | Sunday, September 29th, 2002 | | 8:21 pm |
So if you read my away message and you're looking for more, here ya go: New drink that I threw together: Dr. Pepper, Watermellon Puckers, and Malibu If u know me, u know I have the keen ablity to through drinks together out of no where. Send me your ideas, and thoughts. This is an open thing. I just figured that this would be cooler than me bitching about useless shit I can't change. | | Saturday, August 24th, 2002 | | 2:44 am |
Just a few thoughts
Haven't been on in awhile. Not much time. Just thought I'd get a few ideas out before I went to sleep. Went to Catholic's swimteam practice today. It was wierd to see how much everyone who I swam with has changed, but good to see them all the same. If my brother gets half as much out of it as I did, then it'll be worth it. Went back to my dorm and got hungry, thank God Blake called and invited me to the Tiger Tailgaiting thing tonight. Free food rules! Hungout with Blake, Mary, Eric, and Ashley for awhile afterwards. I'll miss them once school starts. I'm already feeling the lose of Moose. Shelley came by when she got off work. Good to see her. We talked for awhile. It's really been a roller coaster lately, but I hope everything will be ok. Almost forgot why I even got on. So Shelley and I were in the drivethru line at Jack n the Box and the car ahead of us had its gas cover off. I got out to close it and the lady driver politely thank me and I thought that would be it. Well, once we got to the window the casher told Shelley that her meal had been paid for by the lady infront of us. This tells me 2 things: 1- No good deed goes unnoticed 2- As some know, I'm not as racially tollerant as I'd like to be at times. The fact that the driver was black kinda gave me another reason to try and be more understanding than I usually am. It really was nice of her. All in all an ok day. I'm really looking forward to some normality in my life. Hope school brings a rythm to things, and a good change as well. Rick out | | Thursday, August 8th, 2002 | | 5:37 pm |
Just woke up from a nap. I had a rough night last night, and I didn't even get shitty. Tryed to blame some shit on people that wasn't their fault. I just want shit to settle down. And it was going to. Maybe once school starts I can finally get some peace in my life. Probably not, I don't deserve it. O well, I guess this is just more bitching from me. On the good side, got the best back massage of my life from Amy, and got to hangout with some friends I hadn't seen in awhile. Eventhough Noah's bitch ass didn't go to jail yet, I foundout how many people disliked him. You wouldn't believe the look on people's faces when he showed up at Cc's last night. Kinda like, "No! More of this shit!" Hopefully he'll go back to SLU and they can put up with him there. I'm not sure why I let this one "guy" get to me. I wouldn't normally put up with someone for this long. I guess it's because he's "dating" Shelley. It's not fun to have to bite your tongue. Or have someone tell you that they think they know what you're thinking better than you. No one ever knows what I'm really thinking. Hopefully someone will one day. At least I'd like her to try. Rick out | | Tuesday, August 6th, 2002 | | 4:48 pm |
Got back into town yesterday. Hung out with Shelley for a little while today. A little leery about her hanging out with Noah tonight, but I trust her. Probably going to hang out with Bryan tonight. I'm not sure whether no one reads this, or they just don't comment. It'd be worth it just to laugh at my spelling errors. All in all a slow day. Going to work on a yard tomorrow, then hopefully chilling with Shelley and Amber tomorrow night. Got my room asignment today. Living in the Pentagon again. I hope I can pull up my grades and get my life together. Probably less drinking this semester. A shock to some, but they can bite me. Rick Out | | Thursday, August 1st, 2002 | | 10:22 am |
So I found my live journal today. Hadn't been on here in like a year. I'm not even sure y I got it in the first place. Probably to try and show people on this thing that I care about their interests. Thought I'd put another post on here. Been feeling a little low lately. Not quite sure where I fit in. I hope it'll get better once school starts, but I'm pretty sure it won't. The only one who will likely hangout with me in the fraternity is Bryan. He's the only person who I really "hangout" with. We really never setup up a time to do stuff, it's more just when we need each other. Well, I'm off to Florida this morning. Maybe that'll help. Rick Out |
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